Billie Eilish: Didn’t want people to have access to my body, visually

Billie Eilish Says She’s Never , Really ‘Felt Like a Woman’. The 21-year-old opened up about several things in a 'Variety' cover story published on Nov. 13. While saying that she's "never really felt like" she "could relate to girls very well," . she also confirmed her attraction to them, 'Billboard' reports. . I love them so much. I love them as people. I’m attracted to them as people. I’m attracted to them for real … I’m physically attracted to them. , Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'. But I’m also so intimidated by them and their beauty and their presence, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'. The "Bad Guy" singer went on to say that she also struggles with her female identity. . I’ve never felt like a woman, to be honest with you. I’ve never felt desirable. I’ve never felt feminine, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'. I have to convince myself that I’m, like, a pretty girl. , Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'. I identify as ‘she/her’ and things like that, but I’ve never really felt like a girl, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'. To date, Eilish has only publicly had relationships with men. The singer called it quits with Jesse Rutherford in May, 'Billboard' reports.