An online health and fitness coach admits faking her workouts

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Published on October 11, 2019 - Duration: 03:46s

An online health and fitness coach admits faking her workouts

An online health and fitness coach who became addicted to Adderall in an effort to shed pounds says it ruined her life and robbed her of valuable years with her young children. Ashley Beeman, 34, from New River, Arizona, says she became hooked on the prescription stimulant in 2015 after being diagnosed with ADD by her doctor using a one-page quiz.The mom-of-two said the weight loss results she achieved with Adderall spurred her addiction as she dropped from 165lbs to 128lbs.The fitness adviser says she would share misleading posts with her 32,000 social media followers during her addiction. "I would fake my workouts for my social media followers and my business grew a ton, and I feel terrible about that now," said Ashley, who is mom to Dylan, eight, and Davin, six. "People were complimenting me which spurred me on and made me feel great."I thought I looked fantastic but I was just skin and bones."But Ashley's life quickly spiraled out of control as she began to run through her monthly prescription in just two weeks.She hit rock bottom when she ran out of Adderall at a family reunion, and became so anxious she couldn't interact with her family. In June 2016 she vowed to quit the controversial drug and after enduring a "nightmare" detox period she is now celebrating three years without it. With the support of her husband Dusty Beeman, 36, who runs a construction company, Ashley came clean to her social media followers about her former addiction. Ashley said: "A year after I had given up I knew I had to come clean on my Facebook.

I had pretended to be living this really healthy lifestyle to all my followers and I owed them an explanation."I went live on Facebook and I received such a warm reaction.

Everyone was really supportive and they started sharing their own struggles with Adderall. "When I first got clean I felt guilty but now I've tried to forgive myself and move on."Now, I genuinely love to work out and eat well." During her addiction Ashely says she was terrified of running out of Adderall. "I would lie to pharmacists and doctors.

I would make up ridiculous excuses like I dropped my prescription script into the lake and they would just give me another."On Adderall I would hardly sleep.

I would be up all night staring at the ceiling.

Sometimes I would have a few glasses of wine just to get to sleep."I was always constipated.

Sometimes I wouldn't have a bowel movement for up to two weeks at a time. "I wasn't focused on my family in any way."When I was on Adderall I was selfish.

I was just living my life and I wasn't present for my children.

I wouldn't spend time with them."I feel like I've missed a lot of memories with my youngest one.

I became obsessed with my business."I felt like I was being really productive but in reality I probably was just a tornado.

I would jump from task to task maniacally."Ashley described her comedowns as "a nightmare" and says she would spend days vomiting and shaking until she could get a new fix.She said: "I went to Cancun at the end of March 2015 for a conference."I was really anxious and I ended up taking my whole prescription early on in the trip.

I didn't think I could do it without Adderall."I had to get a flight home to Arizona without Adderall and it was awful. "You're so, so tired and you can't eat enough food. "You throw up and you shiver. "Your heart feels like it's going to jump out of your chest. In 2016 Ashley realized it was time to seek help. "I explained to a new doctor that I really wanted to get off Adderall because it was ruining my life."We did my blood work and it turned out I had Hashi-moto, an autoimmune condition and hyperthyroidism that may have been the cause of all of my symptoms in the first place. "I think I was misdiagnosed with ADD. "So I went cold turkey on Adderall."It was such a hard transition.

I was so unwell."In the first three weeks I put on 20lbs which was devastating for me at that time, my view of my body had become so warped."But I didn't want to go back so I pushed forward.

I wanted to experience my life. "But I craved Adderall so much for a long time. "I had to work a lot on body positivity and finding an inner worth that didn't depend on my looks or my weight.

I weigh 150lbs now and I've learned to love my body."It wasn't always great.

My first year off Adderall I still punished myself with crazy diets but I don't do that anymore."I hate looking back at photos of myself during that time because I don't look good, even though I thought I looked amazing."When I watch old videos, you can tell by my eyes I'm not really there." Now Ashley can be truly present with her family and business once again. She said: "I've worked hard to make memories with my children in the present. "I hardly remember ever playing with them while I was on Adderall.

Now family is my priority. "My relationship with my husband has grown a lot."Our business took a big hit during that time because he had to do everything."According to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration, 1.7 million people over the age of 12 are estimated to have misused stimulants in the US in 2016.Ashley warned other moms that the drug can have a devastating impact on their lives and is far too easy to access in the US.Ashley said: "Adderall is so easy to get.

All you have to do is walk into a clinic and that's so wrong. "I was spending $150 every other week to get my stock and it was so easy.

I would just say I lost my prescription and if that didn't work, it was very easy to get in other ways."It's not taken seriously.

The fact that a paper quiz determines if you have ADD or not is nuts."It took over my life for a really long time."Follow Ashley on Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ashley_beeman_/


An online health and fitness coach admits faking her workouts

An online health and fitness coach who became addicted to Adderall in an effort to shed pounds says it ruined her life and robbed her of valuable years with her young children. Ashley Beeman, 34, from New River, Arizona, says she became hooked on the prescription stimulant in 2015 after being diagnosed with ADD by her doctor using a one-page quiz.The mom-of-two said the weight loss results she achieved with Adderall spurred her addiction as she dropped from 165lbs to 128lbs.The fitness adviser says she would share misleading posts with her 32,000 social media followers during her addiction. "I would fake my workouts for my social media followers and my business grew a ton, and I feel terrible about that now," said Ashley, who is mom to Dylan, eight, and Davin, six. "People were complimenting me which spurred me on and made me feel great."I thought I looked fantastic but I was just skin and bones."But Ashley's life quickly spiraled out of control as she began to run through her monthly prescription in just two weeks.She hit rock bottom when she ran out of Adderall at a family reunion, and became so anxious she couldn't interact with her family. In June 2016 she vowed to quit the controversial drug and after enduring a "nightmare" detox period she is now celebrating three years without it. With the support of her husband Dusty Beeman, 36, who runs a construction company, Ashley came clean to her social media followers about her former addiction. Ashley said: "A year after I had given up I knew I had to come clean on my Facebook.

I had pretended to be living this really healthy lifestyle to all my followers and I owed them an explanation."I went live on Facebook and I received such a warm reaction.

Everyone was really supportive and they started sharing their own struggles with Adderall. "When I first got clean I felt guilty but now I've tried to forgive myself and move on."Now, I genuinely love to work out and eat well." During her addiction Ashely says she was terrified of running out of Adderall. "I would lie to pharmacists and doctors.

I would make up ridiculous excuses like I dropped my prescription script into the lake and they would just give me another."On Adderall I would hardly sleep.

I would be up all night staring at the ceiling.

Sometimes I would have a few glasses of wine just to get to sleep."I was always constipated.

Sometimes I wouldn't have a bowel movement for up to two weeks at a time. "I wasn't focused on my family in any way."When I was on Adderall I was selfish.

I was just living my life and I wasn't present for my children.

I wouldn't spend time with them."I feel like I've missed a lot of memories with my youngest one.

I became obsessed with my business."I felt like I was being really productive but in reality I probably was just a tornado.

I would jump from task to task maniacally."Ashley described her comedowns as "a nightmare" and says she would spend days vomiting and shaking until she could get a new fix.She said: "I went to Cancun at the end of March 2015 for a conference."I was really anxious and I ended up taking my whole prescription early on in the trip.

I didn't think I could do it without Adderall."I had to get a flight home to Arizona without Adderall and it was awful. "You're so, so tired and you can't eat enough food. "You throw up and you shiver. "Your heart feels like it's going to jump out of your chest. In 2016 Ashley realized it was time to seek help. "I explained to a new doctor that I really wanted to get off Adderall because it was ruining my life."We did my blood work and it turned out I had Hashi-moto, an autoimmune condition and hyperthyroidism that may have been the cause of all of my symptoms in the first place. "I think I was misdiagnosed with ADD. "So I went cold turkey on Adderall."It was such a hard transition.

I was so unwell."In the first three weeks I put on 20lbs which was devastating for me at that time, my view of my body had become so warped."But I didn't want to go back so I pushed forward.

I wanted to experience my life. "But I craved Adderall so much for a long time. "I had to work a lot on body positivity and finding an inner worth that didn't depend on my looks or my weight.

I weigh 150lbs now and I've learned to love my body."It wasn't always great.

My first year off Adderall I still punished myself with crazy diets but I don't do that anymore."I hate looking back at photos of myself during that time because I don't look good, even though I thought I looked amazing."When I watch old videos, you can tell by my eyes I'm not really there." Now Ashley can be truly present with her family and business once again. She said: "I've worked hard to make memories with my children in the present. "I hardly remember ever playing with them while I was on Adderall.

Now family is my priority. "My relationship with my husband has grown a lot."Our business took a big hit during that time because he had to do everything."According to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration, 1.7 million people over the age of 12 are estimated to have misused stimulants in the US in 2016.Ashley warned other moms that the drug can have a devastating impact on their lives and is far too easy to access in the US.Ashley said: "Adderall is so easy to get.

All you have to do is walk into a clinic and that's so wrong. "I was spending $150 every other week to get my stock and it was so easy.

I would just say I lost my prescription and if that didn't work, it was very easy to get in other ways."It's not taken seriously.

The fact that a paper quiz determines if you have ADD or not is nuts."It took over my life for a really long time."Follow Ashley on Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ashley_beeman_/

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